DAYDREAMING ON THE WAY TO WORK....
Will I ever fall in love again? Time and time i dared myself, repeatedly asking the same question- will I ever fall in love again.
I guess I never learn from what has transpired in my life. But what can I do? What can I say? I am only human; I was never built to last alone for a lifetime.
Surely it will occur to me; at some point in my life I will feel some emptiness, some sadness. At times it's better to keep them alone than discuss them; for life's too short to worry about one person's problems.
We each have enough time to ponder before going to bed, or in my case- through these letters, these notes.
Will I ever fall in love again? I guess I don't know the answer to that question now.
But doesn't mean I'm not dying to find out, I see friends getting into relationships, getting married. I see singles happily relate their crushes, their inspirations.
Probably I am missing that feeling, but then again what can I do?
I cannot feel love with the situation im at right now; yet what's great is I can freely relate to other people's happiness.
No ill feelings, no bitterness, no regrets whatsoever.
If the day I fall in love again does not come, I will try to be fine, try to make things right.
Knowing previously I did feel the warmth of being loved.
Probably do have aspirations, probably do continue to dream; or probably confused on what to feel right now; then again it's just me writing these letters.
At the end of the day, I am ready to go out into this world to spend time and love my family and friends.
And maybe at some point if the time is right, if the situation calls for, if the universe conspires and everything falls into place.
"Will I ever fall in love again" is one awesome event I'm willing to find out
